All what I love

Please read it! I would like to tell you so much! You're my everything, my whole world, best friend .. When I'm sad, I feel bad when I listen to your music and immediately smile appears on my face. Many people insult me ​​for the fact that I like - love! 1D. But I do not care! You are everything to me! Thank you for this. I would like to hug you, kiss you on the cheek, but I know that it will never happen .. I cry .. I cry every night for it .. Do you ever see? I love you!  .. I swear ! I'm worried about you .. I do not want to make you something happened .. fame is bad .. I'm sorry if someone offends you .. He says that you're a fag , cunt , you care only about money . I don't believe it . I don't believe what they say rumors .. I know that you 're not so .. You are my ideal , dream , dream all I want ... Why do you never see ... Why ... My heart hurts ... I want you Spend  .. one wonderful, the most beautiful day in my life .. I would like to wake up next to you and fall asleep .. haha unrealistic dreams .. But this is the love of fans to the idol .. I'm one of a billion fans around the world ...  I'm ... I'm sorry I unsubscribed you here, their sorrows and regrets , but I feel it ... The emptiness and sadness ... You're my everything .. Yes yes I know I say it was 100 but it's true .. So damn thank you for every word spoken to us - Directioners . Thank you for helping me that .. But they just are .. Here in my little  heart . It is terrible that never ever tell you this live .. Maybe you do not even read .. If you knew how much One Direction changed in my life ... Thanks to you , I started to love and believe in yourself , in your dreams.Woow  ... That's not all what I have to say .. I could talk and talk ... but. Ok .. I finish already .. I love you , remember! I'm sorry for the mistakes. I learn English ~~Forever Directioner